Why did I eat that!? Again.⁣

My Belly hurts.

I knew it would.

  But I ate it anyway.

⁣⁣I know exactly what to do.
To feel good
To feel like I’m⁣
Taking care of me⁣⁣
But I don’t do it.⁣⁣  
I feel like it’s an endless loop;   
Always making the “bad” choice
⁣Hoping for another chance tomorrow
⁣Cooking up a new plan⁣
Fearing I will abandon myself once again
⁣I will fail again.⁣⁣
This time I will try something new;
⁣I will stay by my side⁣
Loyal to my care⁣⁣
At the ready to listen to my body⁣
Poised to respond with kindness
Feeding myself respect⁣
Supporting not policing⁣⁣
Maybe in this new loop⁣
Of listening and loving⁣
Day after day
⁣My stomach and soul will feel at peace. Finally.⁣⁣

~ Nina Manolson⁣
NinaManolson.com