I Don’t Want To Die Hating My Body Please, don’t let me lay on my deathbed Reviewing my life with regret Because I wasted it on hating my body I don’t want to die wishing I was thinner Wishing that I hadn’t eaten that chocolate croissant I don’t want to...
Am I bigger than her?I ask my husbandAs a woman passes on the streetAm I bigger than her?I ask myself, as I walk into the roomMeasuring up all the womenAm I bigger than her?I look at a picture of younger meA “memory” on Facebook from years...
I’ve had so many My covid body Padded for survival My summer body Strong from swimming My mom body Stretched from growing a person My wedding body Small from photo fear My injured body Immobile from pain My surgery body Scarred from fighting My winter body Soft...
We were in bedTogetherTouching all the placesFor delightBut out of my mouthCame“Don’t touch my belly”And I moved his hand awayAway from the part of me that I thought was too bigToo muchNot flat enoughNot appealingMy mind that had beenSeduced into...